Submitted by: Adina Watkins
Dyer
Feb. 5, 2001
"I am 71 years of age this 21st July, 1813 - but am no longer healthy as usual, having as I believe a deadly cancer in my mouth and chin - my under lip being already gone by eight times cutting by the doctors - all to no purpose - my case is worse now than when they began to practise on it 6 months ago" Judge Symmes daybook.
Sept. 17-1791, Judge Symmes receives
a letter from Mr. Jefferson.
St. Clair's defeat: fall of '91: (Judge
Symmes wounded by a bullet)
Nov. 25, 1792 (Seal it & let it
go to Mr. Secretary Jefferson.")
Copy of a letter from Judge Symmes to Mr. & Mrs. Reeves (Mrs. R. being the sister of Mrs. Symmes) on the death of his first wife, the mother of Mrs. Harrison, & my grandmother - who is buried at Shapuac on the Delaware river - below Flat Brook? - Flatbrookville) J.C.S.
"Dear Brother &
Sister,
Flat Brook, the
27th July, 1776
It is a melancholy occasion that puts the pen in my hand at
thistime.
I know not how to tell you, but it is a solemn truth, that your dear
sister Anna is no more. I am but now
returned from depositing her remains in that house appointed for all
living,
the grave. I know that it must strike you almost to statues,
&
I fear it will be to poor father & mother Tuthill
more than they can bear. I shall write only to you, sister.
I am persuaded of your more than
common fortitude as a woman, & I hope you will be exceeding tender,
but I cannot direct your for in communicating the awful news
to her parents. I know it is natural after we hear of the death
of
a dear friend to desire to be informed
of some of the circumstances attending the
latter part of their days. I will, as near as I am able, give
you're
a history of her life for six or
eight weeks before her death. In
the first place the common calamity of war has influenced our measures
for sometime.
I was at New York five weeks in the spring with the troops. My
absence,
& the danger she apprehended me in, had been matter of deep concern
to your poor sister during that time.
I had no thought in my heart (I appeal to God for the truth) but that
at
my return she would have come to Long Island immediately. On my
way
home through our county application was made
to me to represent this county in provincial congress. When I
came
home I found her much set against my serving in the army any
more.
I told her it would be impossible
to avoid any further command while I commanded a battalion, & was
not
otherwise publicly employed but that if she chose I would
give consent to go to Congress and that might protect me from the war,
which she abundantly preferred. But still the dear soul was
desirous
if possible, to go to see her friends
at the Island. I was equally so, but there seemed to be many
things
to interfere. Especially these: we were daily,
as you well know, expecting a movement to New York that for ought we
knew,
might cut off all communication and I thought she nor any of you were
not so safe even from the ravages and terrors
of fire and sword at Southold(?)
as you might be here. I did fondly hope that father, mother &
you sister, would have come up here. HANNAH BROWN had also been
sick,
and is yet scarce able to crawl about
house. She has been unwell all the spring and
summer - to leave her, my dear wife knew not how, besides our family
must have been broke up and I proposed to
her to break up entirely, while she went to the Island, but that was
much
against her mind. She saw her cows
would be dry, her flax and wool unspun, and we should be in a manner
ruined.
She, poor soul, was perfectly right, but still she wished to go.
I told her that if she could think
of staying until my return from Congress,for by that time (we)
might
possibly know the enemy's intentions and true issue
of attack. HANNAH might be recovered of her illness and able to
keephouse.
My dear wife might have her spinning done to her mind, and everything
seemed to weigh in favor of her stay.
We had gone so far as to fix a waggon with a shad for their comfort on
the road - but it was not to be - here the sweet
soul was to end her days. She gave over going, _?_ girls to spin,
and impatiently waited my return.
I was gone precisely five weeks; when I came home
to see my hay and harvest I found your dear sister about house and
seemed
in good spirits, but she told me she had had a fit of ague on Thursday
& Friday - this was Saturday. She had considerable fever that
night. Sunday morning she took a small vomit which worked pretty
well - the doctor came that day to
see HANNAH. I proposed that he should administer something to
your
sister, but he said he had nothing suitable for her, & and
would be here on Tuesday and bring medicine. He did not come
until
Thursday, however, during which time she seemed very drooping.
She
talked on Monday morning to ride
down to MR. SCOTT's with me, but while I was in the field till late in
the morning she grew more poorly. When I came in, she
told me she could not go to MR. SCOTT's - she went to bed in the
afternoon,
was thirsty all night, Tuesday morning seemed a little better, but
kept her bed most of the day. She put bardock(?) leaves on her
feet
at night, Wednesday she complained
of a violent pain in her back, said she believed
it the same she had last fall so long. She had had pain in her
head
from her being taken. The doctor came on Thursday and brought
several
sorts of drugs. She took every (thing)
exceeding well - the doctor said the fever
was the (long) fever (The reasons fever as none called" - Mrs.
Harrison)
- the baby (Mrs. Harrison, now) was very troublesome. I was
obliged
to keep it in my arms from morning to night, for several days. Friday
and Saturday I could perceive no alteration; only she grew weaker so
that
I carried her in my arms to another bed while hers was made up. On
Sunday I thought she altered considerably
for the worse, her voice changed and her old disorder of the asthma was
exceeding troublesome to her, and had been
since Thursday. This day MRS. BEAMER took little ANNA home to her
house where she is yet. Exceeding low at night, her fever still
continued
exceeding severe. On Monday, the doctor
came again, seemed to be in doubt of her recovery but ordered two
blisters on her legs which drew very well. I
laid again t make four blisters, but these last would not draw, and the
first seemed to dry all up, though we dressed them well. On
Monday
in the afternoon she seemed to be
stupefied. POLLY (MRS. SHORT, that afternoon was), MRS. BEAMER
&
myself was by the bed. She observed that we shed tears
- she asked if we thought her dying. I answered, no my dear, but
I am afraid you will - she seemed
affrighted. I comforted here - reminded her of her
two babes gone before her - told her we must all soon follow; she must
strive to and submit to God, & trust in Christ. She wished
for
clearer evidence of her Savior's
love. I asked her who should have the baby if she left it.
She said Granny (grandmother) TUTHILL must have that, and POLLY
too. She blamed me afterwards for
weeping before her; she said it affrighted
her.
Tuesday she lay exceeding ill - we could scarce understand what she
said.
She seemed sensible only when she first awoke, she was a little
lost (?) sometimes. Towards day two
women & myself being by, she saw something. I bent my ear to
her mouth, when she clasped both arms around my neck
prity love says she, & kissed me three times. She apparently
grew worse every hour; her mouth
& tongue was all crusted with the fever (a blank
area here) we constantly met with proper composition.
She (inclines) to sleep much and
on Wednesday about noon I took the baby to the bed
side; she looked wistfully on it, tried to speak but could not; she,
poor
creature, wept when I removed the child. We gave her some stewed
cinnamon water, when I put it in her mouth
with a tea spoon, she spoke again,
that's good. About sun an(?) hour high Wednesday next (Draper's
note:
night?), I perceived she was struck with death. I had sent for
MRS.
SCOTT and LISA OSBORN early in the morning
- her arms grew cold, but she seemed to breathe easy all night, &
slept
considerably; on Thursday, the 25th
instant, she looked about us all, seemed to take great notice - her
eyes
looked pleasant - her hand grew colder. She continued seemingly
sensible to her last, which was about sun
an hour high at night. Remarkable for its being the very day she
well nigh left the world last year at the birth
of her dear baby. After a tedious sickness of fifteen days she
left
us all in tears, & went into the world of spirits, & I make no
doubt in the least to (the realms)
of eternal happiness of bliss & joy."
Adina
West Lafayette, IN
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